Nolan,

You're going to be so excited to see your new room! Your father and I have so many cool ideas and I cannot wait to get started! We got to see you this week, and your getting so big! The doctor said that your already 4 pounds! You like your naps during the day but at night you're so active. Flipping around and kicking out for hours. You get so excited when you hear your father play guitar, and I guess that makes two of us! You have a new cousin! Her name is Aliyah Kendall and your almost as big as her already!

I love you so much and I can't wait to meet you. You're getting so close to being here! <3

HEY BUDDY!!!

This is your daddy.Your mommy always does the blogs but I figured out her password while she took some one to work.I cant wait to meet you.I  promise i'm always gonna do my best to make you happy.i dont know if mommy  has been talking about it to you but we've both got new jobs that pay better so it will be that much easier to to get you what you want and spend time with you.Your great grand-father passed away this week,and even though you didnt get to meet him i want you to know that he was a great man who is in heaven right now because he had such a big heart for God.He would have loved to meet you but just know that he will be watching over me, your mommy, and you.
Your gonna have a great mommy buddy,even though we still have our disagreements sometimes she still loves you so much.All she wants is to see you smile when youre with us.
Remember that no matter what I'm gonna love you with all my heart and im so glad your coming into our lives.

Love always,
        Daddy

You have been kicking me for over an hour now! (:
You always know how to make me feel better whenever i'm down.
I can't wait to teach you all the little things in life.
Like you abc's and counting to 100! and why the sky is blue. and how to swim.

I love you already so much <3

You mister

have become my new best friend! A few days ago I was really feeling you kick but yesterday I went nearly all day without feeling you kick once ): It made me feel really scared because I was just starting to get used to feeling you. Everytime you would kick I would get the biggest smile on my face. I'm not worrying to much, because your still kinda tiny and you move around a lot so maybe your just facing my back!

Your dad and I havent been able to find a name for you yet. But I promise that doesnt mean we don't care. We just want to make sure that your name really truely fits you.

I love you so much, <3
Please keep continuing to grow big and strong
Mom

drumroll please

We found out on Wednesday that your a healthy, hyper, big ole' BOY! (:
Daddy and I are so excited!
The ultrasound tech said that you were really hyper, you were bouncing all over the place. You also were playing with yourself a lot. ahah. She also said that your lungs are really developed and that there were no kinks in the umbilical cord.
As i'm writing this, your kicking me(: I think you know that i'm talking about you.
Stay strong baby boy.
Love you.<3

Tomorrow!!

We find out if your a boy  or a girl! (: Daddy  finally agreed on a girls name! We have so many choices for boy names so it's going to be much harder to pick one out. Today I felt you kick so much. They were so tiny and so many. It almost felt like there were two of you! The doctors said you can hear me and daddy talking now, so we make sure that we talk to you all the time now. Daddy even plays the guitar for you (:

I love you so much! and I can't wait for tomorrow (:

We've officially made it to the 2nd trimester!

I went to the doctor yesterday and everything seemed perfectly fine with you (: 

I'm in my 2nd trimester now which means we're getting closer and closer to seeing you each day.

hopefully sometime next weekend were going to find out if youre a boy or a girl (:

Everyone thinks your a boy, but I really think you're a girl . 

Either way, youre still going to be the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.

I love you with all my heart baby <3

stay strong and healthy.

Ps. Its official, I felt you kick. ;)

baby, baby, baby.

So we finally got your fetal monitor and the first day we found your heart beat but for the two days after we couldnt find it at all. ): I was starting to get worried but today we found your little heart twice! Daddy is always better at finding it than me, but as long as your okay that's all that matters. We thought of a new name, Lilly. (: I think it's so beautiful and I think that if your a girl it will fit you so well.

I love you so much. 

Little scares

You put your mommy in the hospital last night. You're growing so fast that my body can barely keep up so I was in a lot of pain. And over the years you'll learn that I kinda suffer from a bad cause of hypochondria. So off to the hospital we went. Daddy got to see you moving around for the first time. I don't think I've ever seen him smile so big before. The doctor said everything looked fine, he said that your were doing flips and hiccuping. I was so worried about you, but so relived when they said everything was alright. 

I had one of the best dreams on my life. I finally got to see you, and you were a girl. You were just this tiny baby and every time i blinked you grew and grew! You were so beautiful. At first you were bald , just like me and your father when we were babies. Then you started growing this long beautiful brown hair. It was one of the best dreams i've ever had. 

You're going to be the best thing that has ever happened to us.

Love always Mommy

Dear growing baby,

It's been a few days, You've been growing a lot and I can definitely feel it. You've been giving me all sorts of scares though! I'm going to the doctors sooner than my appointment just to make sure your okay. You've been giving me a lot of aches and pains and since your the first I don't know whats normal and whats not. I think I've been feeling you move but were gonna keep that between you and me until you really make your move. Just in case its gas or something .(:
I start working again tonight with you dad, gotta say i'm kinda excited. We went and  did your registry at target last night, and man oh man, your gonna have a bunch of cute stuff. I can't wait to figure out if your a boy or a girl. I think im going to cry when we find out and when I feel you kick for the first time. Your moms kinda of a sap. (:

You stay strong, I love you

Mommy.

Mommy

Sweetpea,

I can't stop thinking about you today. Hopefully I wont run out of things to say because i'm writing you three times a day. (:  Some people think because i'm pregnant that I'm someone different. Truth is, I am. I had to change. For you, but it's not a bad thing at all. I had to care for someone so tiny inside of me. I had to give up the things I used to do in my past but that doesn't make me anymore less of a person. I hope you never encounter the rude people in this world that have their priorities mixed up but I know that its apart of growing up

I can't wait to meet you.(: 

I love you 

Mom

Speaking of your father...

He's probably going to kill me. I kinda sorta just ordered a doppler to make sure that your wittle heart is beating everyday. I rented if for 3 months and I got 10% off. What a steal! (: (I dont think your dad will think so but he'll live.) I just want some peace of mind knowing that your doing okay. I worry about you in there. Its probably dark and well..not cold. But still I want to know that your okay. I love you sweetpea. I can't wait to get it in the mail! I think it was worth every single penny.

Love always
Mommy.

Your Father

This is your Father on one of our adventure days.

I think you have the right to know that your father has a little bit of a crazy side. He's the goofiest man I have ever met, but I promise that there is never a dull moment. Aside from being crazy, he's gentle and loving. He will make sure that nothing happens to you and I have no doubt in my mind that you and him will be up a lot during the night watching cartoons together. Hes also a great cook! So were both in luck! Whenever you give me crazy cravings at night he'll get up and make it for me. Your dad always talks about taking you fishing and taking you to the park and riding bikes together. So you have a lot planned for you. I'm sure once you get a little bit older you'll start to recognize his voice. He talks to you everyday and gives you tons of kisses. 

Well enough about your father, you'll have you whole life to get to know him! 

Love you so much baby.

Mommy.

Jun 7th 2011

I took my first pregnancy test. At first it looked negative so I went on with my morning routines. Brushed my teeth, washed my face, brushed my hair and right before throwing it away an extra tiny line was there. My heart dropped. I ran into our bedroom and woke your dad up and told him that we needed to go get another test. So off we went, at 645 in the morning to walmart to get another pregnancy test. We came back and sure enough positive. Took another one and still pregnant. I was happy, scared, excited, anxious, worried. We had no idea what we were going to do. We were young, in love, working 50 hours a week, barely had time for each other. But even if we had to work 60 hours a week, and we grew gray hairs we were going to do it for you. You were ours. We were a family already. And I never knew that I could love someone so much in such little time. 

Mommy

Hello lovebug

That's you! And I am your mommy. Even though your only the size of a grape in this picture your the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. Today you are twelve weeks and two days. I can feel my uterus in the middle of my pubic bone. Daddy and I have been together for 1 year and 7 months, and you were definitely a big surprise to us, but I promise you we have never been more excited. I really hope that you are a girl but daddy and everyone else thinks your a boy. Either way your going to be the sweetest kid around. Daddy and I will make sure of it! (:  Sometimes I think that I can feel you flutter in my tummy, but everyone says it's too early. You make mommy look bloated all the time now, but that's okay, as long as you're growing into a healthy, strong, funny little baby. I'll post some pictures of my belly soon so when you get older we can look at them together. Daddy and I have been going through baby name books lately, some of the names we've picked out are Grace, Liam, Noah , (Lenitits- funny story behind this but don't get to excited your name will NOT be this) Tegan, Regan and Parker. I bet your going to have your daddy's big ole head and either way your stuck with big feet and noses. But I hope you have your fathers smile and your Grandfathers wit, your mammas' eyes and your fathers ears. Either way, we are so excited to have you sprung into our lives.

Love you always
Mommy