As your lying next to me, I can't help but want to wake you up just so I can see your smile. But I know that i'll regret it because its 2:08 in the morning. I still can't sleep without checking on your every 10 minutes. You giggled for me today, and it was breath taking. You cried right after because I squeeled so loud and it scared you, but regardless it happen. You're growing up so much and it breaks my heart that in a few short weeks, i'll have to return to work and you'll have to go to the baby sitters, and i'll be away from you for 8 hours. I can barely go 1 whole hour without missing you like crazy. No one is gonna understand your cries, or that you like to sniff your feet. I'm afraid you're not going to get the attention you need if you go to some daycare. I love you so much that I don't want just "somebody" watching you. I want Daddy or I to be that one. Or some relatively close. But bills have to be paid and we need light to see you at night, so someone has to work . Boo. You still refuse to sleep anywhere other than your swing, couch or our bed.And your inches away from full on sucking on your thumb. It's so cute to chew on your fist. You can finally hold up your head pretty good, which is such a relief and you did so good with 2 month shots! You love your dad so much it amazes me. That you know the difference between us. You talk to him more than you talk to anyone else! You instantly smile when you see him. It melts my heart to see you guys playing around on the floor and it makes me even more excited for the future and when you get bigger. Well love, i'm sure when i try to lay down you'll wake up for your next feeding, either way I love you so much. Love Mom.
Daddy tickling your ear
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